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Truth of the matter
I went out to a field today…. and, just layed on the grass, the night sky was so clear, and there was so many stars. it was a great chance to reflect, on everything, life in general, pros and cons. everything happens for a reason, thats what i truly believe, i think for every action there is always a reaction and its just something you have to deal with. i also believe that there will always come a point where things will get so bad that they can only get better… it is just a matter of waiting and holding on. but… sometimes its hard, and it does hurt alot, at times unbearable. problems are always worse to the person whos going through them, it isnt about feeling guilty for worrying about your problem because, someone else has one you may think is worse, because in your eyes and rightfully your problem is causeing you distress… and in that case SURLEY your allowed to be selfish, even if its to resolve a problem? life is confusing truth be told its a gamble and the cards your dealt can make or break you… you may end up folding, but if you play the game, you are always more likely to succeed than if you gave up.
Evee
This is what i know She likes photography (has enough stuff to make a studio…..proberly the sixth form) she doesnt like coffee « D: but loves mocha (white) by looking at her you would think she is in to one kind of music BUT! say that to her and she doesnt sound impressed. she laughs at Grave Encounters, (The worlds longest movie!) and her favorite energy drink is Monster Her proudest moment in the last year was passing her driving test (and has a pretty good car) I fight with her alot, (more than i should) i want to say its important, and in someways it is, but for how things turn out it isnt…it really isnt haha I aplogise alot for my actions (Anyone who knows me knows i do haha) and i have to be right or even feel right, because otherwise i battle a lost cause. i think like i understand everything but, i dont not even close, my goal is just surviveing. this isnt a apology, because a apology will mean that i didnt mean what i said, but i do because how it feels isnt nice. this is me saying that if you need me, if your in trouble, ill be there for you im not a good friend, but i will never just up and leave
Knowledge and understanding
I havent been on here for FUCKING YONKS! But by not coming onhere for a while, Ive been able to watch and understand, That (in my eyes) life isnt about being able to understand, answer or even do everything, Its not about love, happiness, saddness or any kind of emotion, Its not about THAT ULTIMATE GOAL that we set ourselves each day, Ive watched, and ive observed and To say you have an answer for everything is like confessing your a Fanatic… Its the wiseman that always has doubt…. Ive come to realise that always having an answer to a problem… makes life boring Taking it each day as it comes… truth be told is almost exciting. I mean sure i do have life goals (Wouldnt be at college if i didnt) but….you have To admit…
This past year i have been faced with ALOT I like to think that i handled them the best i can I know each thing has taught me something new about the life And its that reason that im more prepared for the impact thats coming… 
The All American Regects Night Drive <3
I know you
PSHHHHHH! -.- - - - ¬
That moment when you stuck up for one friend to stop them getting a backlash and the other acts a douche! After three weekends of the same thing, im getting really tired of it, always the bad guy, its just fucking annoying. So im ganna stick on loud music and blur out the real world
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